Its been almost a year now….
We have been through the good and bad, along with all the ordinary things that come in between.
In a while, we may be far away from each other. Maybe won’t see you as much as always.
Or maybe I won’t see you at all.
Yeah, things change. People change. Heck, even feelings change too…
But memories won’t change.
It will remain. Same as always as fresh as yesterday.
So, I thank you for the countless times that you are there for me.
If I can remember them all its been a wild ride.
A moment of laughing hysterically, and crying like mad in a drop of a hat.
Wadding in puddles of water underneath a rainy canopy of sky, or nearly drowning in murky waves in the middle of a deserted street,
Venturing far off to look for a place of solitude, walking till the soles of my feet hurt.
Tagging along with me even if I’m walking around like a morose zombie, or worse barking like a stray mutt. And biting your head off, with my sharp, piercing words.
Weather it was feasting on gourmet food or scraps from the fridge,
From carrying out errands to picking rabbit poop, you are there.
I felt like I was clinging to you for dear life.
You were that one who picked me up when my life was shattered.
Thanks to you I made it this far…

I have just created my facebook account...
*finally gotten out of the stone age!*

add me up.

yukarei_pam@yahoo.com

I still remember the lazy days of summers past, I used to swim and play the whole day away! Skin my knees while skating, or mess the whole house doing my so called “artworks in a large scale” (which translates to painting the living room wall with watercolors, that really gets to the nerves of my mom).

I also loved having flavored shaved ice or shakes at the peak of the summer heat.

Getting drenched in sweat playing tag or dodge ball was a common occurrence.

Trooping to the nearest pool with my buddies, and staying there for what seems like eternity, and going back home like a walking prune!

I miss getting sunburns that leaves me burnt and sore for days.

Summers are made of friendly smiles, a friend to be with, a cold glass of juice, a relaxing dip at the pool, carefree attitude and lots of playful adventures!

But for now, I think I’ll be content indoors and spend the day close to the cool AC air!

Im free to be me.

Its been a while, since I have really been true to myself.
felt like I was being pulled by strings from different directions...
and I could not do anything about it.

I just watched myself like viewing a crappy TV Show.

Been through a grueling peroid in my life.
but Im stronger, tougher, much more wiser,
I can hold on to the lesson and forget about the experience.

Lucky, I have someone to help me go through all the pains.
Lucky, I came to my senses...
Lucky, Im finally free.

I still feel like a child, I really do.
I play along with life, go on with my daily activities.
So far, I have encountered lots of setbacks and delays,
some bumps and pitfalls but still trod on.

Like a child who stumbles and gets up again.
I am moving on…

Hard as it may be, with wounds and bruises I’ll still be going on.
Painful as it may be, I’ll still learn to smile.
I will still look at people without prejudice,
for I have never been the one to judge.

without a trace of sadness...

without a trace of anger...

I will rise above this.
I may be a child, but I know myself better than you do…

It’s my life.
It’s my decision.
It’s time for me to move on.